Thursday, January 15, 2009

Welcome to Windows Internet Explorer Beta 2

Just trying out this new Internet Explorer 8.. It's, well, different.

Monday, October 27, 2008

.dear america.

Dear America,

Why does it seem to me that Americans are losing appreciation of certain freedoms we have? Why do we take things for granted? In particular, why is it so hard for us to admit to being Christian, when our brothers and sisters are being killed for it in other countries? Why are fewer people going to church? Why, when asked if you're Christian, do you simply say "oh, I go to church once and a while, but it doesn't control my life." Why doesn't it? What DOES control your life, if I may ask?

It breaks my heart to think that people deny being Christian here in fear that they'll be laughed at, or that people will look at them differently. I work with some of the most faithful people I have ever heard of. They're not American. However, they're living here in America. Why? Because they risked being killed for the same thing we risk getting laughed at for. How can we Americans be so naive that we worry more about what others think? Who really cares? Does it matter if Joe Schmo stops liking you because you're Christian? Do you really need Mr. Schmo in your life if he's turning you from your beliefs, and making you someone you really aren't at heart?

Grow up.

"But whoever denies me before men, I also will deny before my Father who is in heaven." Matthew 10:33

"If we endure, we shall also reign with him; if we deny him, he also will deny us."
2 Timothy 2:12

*Note: this is directed at nobody in particular. Unless you're someone who will deny your faith to protect your reputation. Then it's directed at you.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

.he's there.

I had someone ask me today what I was looking for, in a future relationship. I thought about it for a while, and really couldn't answer honestly on the spot. But, after thinking for a while - this is what I came up with..

In a man, I'm looking for someone I can be myself with. I'm looking for someone who can be themselves around me. Someone who isn't full of themselves, but takes pride in what they do. Someone who believes in similar, if not the same, things I do. Someone who knows how to listen, but can also understand that sometimes I take some time to think of words to say. I'm looking for that guy that can understand my family, that I'm a part of them and they're a part of me, even if we have sometimes very, very different beliefs and priorities. I'm looking for someone who puts others before himself, the way I try to. I'm looking for someone who understands that while life may seem sour here at times, there are people elsewhere going through far, far worse.

I'm confident that this guy is out there.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

.turn on the lights.

You never really know who you're going to meet, you know? You could be at the park, and meet a stranger that somehow affects the rest of your day. The rest of your life. You could be eating out, and find out that the tourist next to you went to school with your parents.

For me, it happened at work.

I met someone at work today that didn't necessarily change my life, but he definitely affected the rest of my day. He made it really exciting, and made me happy. I don't think he knows, but he did.

I meet a lot of people at work, of course, but sometimes it's interesting to just sit in the breakroom and see what kind of people you come across. That's kind of what happened here. I was in the breakroom, and I didn't know it when I sat down, but I had walked into a room full of Christians. It was amazing. I was able to talk and listen about something that means a lot to me. I had always been afraid to at work, which made me feel guilty, which made me try to not think about it, which kept me from talking about it.. It was a vicious circle and they helped break me from it. I was so happy.. It turns out he also knows my godparents as well.

Other than that happening today, all I've been doing is WORK. Steve fell pretty ill recently, and I've been covering his shifts. Hopefully he'll be able to have surgery soon, and will be back to work before we know it! I really miss working with him.

Basically I'm working 40 hours a week. Normally, at NORMAL places, that would be considered full time, right? Not for me. Because I was labelled as "part time" when I started working, it doesn't matter how many hours I work. I'm still part time. I don't get vacation time, I don't get holiday pay. Nothing. It kind of frustrates me, but I'm getting over it.

Just a quick update for now :-)

Sunday, June 15, 2008

TAG

Isn't that a male body odor spray? I think my brother tried it once, but it didn't go over well...

Anyway, Emmy has done it again! Twice! I love these things :-D

The first one..


The "rules" of the game:
Each player answers the questions about themselves.
At the end of the post, the player then tags 5-6 people and posts their names,
then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment,
letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog.
Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.


Ten years ago: I was nine, and will break my finger in three months. This was one of the last months that I had never broken a bone! Go me.


Five things in today's 'to do list':
Well, today is just about done, but first I worked for four hours (I love half days), socialize with coworkers after my shift is over (I have friends here now! Still not as good as the ones I left, though), NAP!, surf the internet, and dinner at Grams.


Snacks I enjoy:
chocolate (I agree with Emmy)
ice cream
cottage cheese (krissy should be able to relate with this)


Things I would do if I was a millionaire:
Oh boy, here's the list.
1. Fix my mom's house up, complete with new furniture
2. Buy a totally sweet & gas efficient car
3. Buy two houses - one here, and one back in houghton
4. Vacation.
5. And of course, charity.


Places I have lived:
Lets see, three states, seven cities.
1. Wisconsin - home state! I cant begin to spell the city name, but it was in Barron county.
2. Minnesota - Twin cities!
3. Michingan - All over the Upper Penninsula. From one end to the other - Mohawk to Sault Ste Marie, and a few cities in between!



The second tag is 7 weird or random things about myself. These are always super fun, and a good way to get to know people!

1. I'm sort of allergic to the sun.
2. I like a boy.
3. I miss cyberia cafe.
4. I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow
5. i play the sims sometimes.
6. i have no idea when i'm going to graduate
7. NMU is not good to me anymore. They're actually quite lame. but I still miss the people there.

Alrighty, there you go! I'm not sure how many people I'm supposed to tag all together, so I'll do. Wow. Most people I'd tag have already done this! Krystal and Josh for now, oh! And Brenda! I'll think of more later!

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Ellsworth

Well, I decided to try a new thing. Name my blog posts after whatever song is currently playing on my iPod! Today "Ellsworth" by Rascall Flatts is playing. It's bringing back a whole lot of memories, of my hometown and my friends. Grandma Elsie (Krystal's Grandma, but she's always treated me like family) used to insist that my last name was Ellsworth. This song is fitting not only in that way, but the song is about the past, and how sometimes when you forget the little things, the larger things in your past are too vivd to forget. I will never forget my life in that town, my friends, my second family, or the times I spent there. No matter where life leads me, I WILL remember that place if it's the last thing I do. If I don't end up living there, it will for sure be a popular vacation spot for my family.

Work has been a lot of fun lately. On my second day, my boss asked me to come in the next day at 5am, completely changing my shift. Actually, inventing a new shift. I felt special! Nobody else is there (except for the night crew, but they're not around really) and I can just work by myself, quietly, and listen to the music. It gives me a lot of time to just get ready for the rest of the day. By 6, my coworker Steve usually joins me. Yesterday and today he had the day off, though, so I worked by myself for the first time! It was quite scary, and I know I didn't get everything done that I should have. I feel bad, but since I wasn't sure about it, I wanted to wait until he was back to ask him. I did make a lot of baked goods, though!

I took my pup to be neutered earlier this week. It took about 6 months to get an appointment! I called in January to make the appointment. The vet I took him to is REALLY good with animals, and Jack loves it there. It's also very popular and very busy, which is why it took so long to get an appointment. I take Jack there for everything. He's had all of his shots there, his blood screenings, tests, everything. They're really nice. He wasn't healing right after his surgery, so I took him back and they gave him a head cone (so he couldn't lick himself) and an ointment, and I had forgotten my money (I was rushing during my lunch break at work) so they didn't charge me! They're so sweet there.

I get paid Friday! Once I get all of my bills paid (student loans, car insurance, things like that) I'm going to buy some crafty things. I used to make cards and things like that, but I haven't in a while. I found a cute little art shop that I want to buy somethings from.


I met a boy at work! Not in a boyfriend way. Just a boy. He's really nice, and makes work a lot of fun. Most of the people there are really nice, just old. He isn't old, but is still older than me. I'm like a baby! There are people that are younger than me, but quite a bit younger. Like, young enough to be barely old enough to work. I sound old! I'm going to be 20 this year, sheesh!

Anyway, just a quick update about what's going on lately. Have fun, all!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Hey, Sweet, I'm a Baker!

Well, I finally did it.

I'm employed! It took a while, but because of some very nice family connections, I started working in a local bakery yesterday. It's been so fun so far! I have to start work early, six in the morning early, but it's worth it. Everyone is really polite, and a lot of fun.

Sorry this post is so short, I just wanted to let you all know that if I don't post for a while, it's because I'm either working, or passed out beacuse of working so much :-)